I would enjoy every day, and try your best to help your parents while maintaining some sense of normalcy in your own household. Yea, right!  Since your dad is in good spirits and the medicine is helping with the pain, things are pretty good right now. Seize these good days. And if you find the right time, talk to your dad and let him know how you feel and ask him to share some of the info he received from his doctors.

This forum is wonderful! Come here often. Vent, exhale, share thoughts and prayers with others on this roller coaster ride. The people here are great!

Keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers.